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    ronowen  70, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries
21
Aug 2007
11:14 AM CST
   

Tuesday, August 21
Ron has been extremely weak today. His blood pressurehas beenlow and they gave him some blood. A smile was put on his face when his dogs, Chelsea and Pip came to visit!!
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    nodeadends  19, Female, New York, USA - 29 entries
21
Aug 2007
10:44 AM EDT
   

I'm gone in a few minutes,next week thursday is my last day working here. I have to pay for my summer classes which is five hundred and some change. I have an apt with the new landlord. Hope he isnt expecting 600 from me for the month of august. One I dont have it and two why would I pay the full amount when Iam moving in the end of the month. I dont like change I am not in control of. Gotta keep living, considering moving and telling zay nothing. Let her ass figure it out when all our shit is gone. She is better living in the damn streets I cant take care of her nor do I want to. I got my own problems and cant fix any one else's. Why does she insist on running in and out of my house? She clearly has somewhere else to be so stay there is my thought. I dont want my kids to imitate her behaviors, such as drugs, laying up, being slack, nasty smelly and ghetto must not forget a damn drop out. Yes I dropped out of high school but for good reasons I was raped during the school year twice,the first time it was in the paper. Second time it was by her father whom I abhor with every cell of my being. I have wondered why he hasnt done the world a favor and killed himslef in a cruel manner. Like hang him self by his genitials. My mind is warped, hey what would expect from a sadist masochist?
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    nodeadends  19, Female, New York, USA - 29 entries
21
Aug 2007
10:26 AM EDT
   

Someone please tell me why I am I such a hateful little bitch.

I don't have a particular reason for diskliking the people I work with but I don't like them @ this moment. Their chumminess grates on my nerves. Yuck. I feel like an outsider, always have felt this way. I don't belong is how I feel. I am rethinking doing administrative

work all together. Being behind the desk all day can become

monotonous. Working with the mentally retarded appeals to me at this moment or maybe starting my own company. The problem with starting my own business is transportation,not having transportation is a big factor. Must find reliable transportation, that is after I sort out all the other bullshit in my life. Bankruptcy is something I have been trying to avoid but cant. Bill Collecter's call so much my toddler tells them my mom said she cant come to the phone. That's really bad. On top of that in a short while the student loan people are going to be hounding me down like a feign. I cant afford to have my student loan go into default again. Most of the information for filing chapter seven can be accessed online, the paper work can be done without an attorney. The internet is a wonderful resource of information.
Tried to contact the pastor several times, must've lost his number or he turned his cell phone off. Either way it works , going back to counseling even going to take the anti depressants. Hope doing so will not impove my life but productivity as well. Some dayswaking up hurts literally. Those commercials about how depression hurts mimics reality. Getting out of bed is a chore, or going to the bathroom.
Feeling kind of lonely, wish I had friends but dont. Cant relate to people or vice or versa. Must resign to the idea it is what is.
Cant sugar coat my present state. Life has gone to shit, acidic like lemons. Wish they weres some place for people like me to go other than hell.
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    annisfavored  52, Female, Arizona, USA - 22 entries
21
Aug 2007
7:06 AM MDT
   

I Am Grateful That:

1. God loves me.
2. Jesus died for my sins and that He was raised from the dead.
3. the Holy Spirit teaches me.
4. the Holy Spirit leads me into all truth.
5. the Holy Spirit brings things to my remembrance.

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    shootingstar420  30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries
20
Aug 2007
7:27 PM EDT
   

hey long time no talk wats up
srry i havent wrote on this thingy magigar but i was to lazy
well yesterday was super duper fun
we went to the beach
and i loved it
i love the ocean its the best
well let me c what else can i say ummmmmmmm :s
not much has happened i just cut my hair and its short umm
and i thinks thats about it talk to u later bye luv you journal
XOXO
:DKaryna:D

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    rubierachel  30, Female, Utah, USA - 4 entries
20
Aug 2007
4:18 AM MDT
   

do u think we pick our parents before were born? if so, why did i choose mine? i will never unsderstand why i did choose mine.
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    misskrissy85  40, Female, New Hampshire, USA - 6 entries
20
Aug 2007
5:55 AM EDT
   

every one has had something come from it.
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    misskrissy85  40, Female, New Hampshire, USA - 6 entries
20
Aug 2007
5:54 AM EDT
   

not sure what to write today
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    Holly  53, Female, New York, USA - 42 entries
20
Aug 2007
4:24 PM EDT
   

We think our cat Lucky (Buddy) swollowed a cat toy that looks like a mouse. He has been very sick. We were going to pay for the operation, but the vet thinks it will eventually digest if it is made of organic material. He is finally eating and drinking after a week of getting nourishment only from injections. If you have a cat and they have those little mouse toys, PLEASE take them away and throw them out!!! If Buddy could swollow one, so could another cat. I am going to notify the pet store where I got the toy and the manufacturer.
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    sexiicupcake  35, Female, Ohio, USA - 25 entries
20
Aug 2007
4:11 AM EDT
   

heyy everyone i know i havent been on in a while.. I have a lot of shit that has gone on..ok so over the summer my best guy friend in the world and i kinda hooked up a couple of times.. yeaa thats a oops unless the guy actually wants to be with you.. Ya know but yes i dont know if he does.. He used to tell me he did but he doesnt anymore..it makes me soo sad and upset and you dont know how bad it makes me feel like a booty call like only when he needs some he comes to me..but yea i dont know im trying to tell him everything and how i feel about him but he wont tell me anything i mean we used to be great friends and would talk about anything he would text me every morning and say goodmorning and then goodnight at night..he stopped doing that and i have no idea why.. I mean cant he tell me why.. I dont know all i know is that recently i realized that i like him and i dont like anyone else and i want him only him but the thing is i dont know if he still likes me.. I mean i think he does but how do i know for sure. Thats the ting i dont know cause he wont tell me..but hey if we ar esuch great friends than shouldnt he want to tell me and let me know everything thats going on.. thats all i want to know i mean all i want to know is tthat im not a botty call and he actually likes me and shit ya know..well heyy im gunna go cause its 8 am and i havent slept even a min at all this past night...But please someone give me advice about this..i need it bad
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